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”An abused child can grow up to be anything, whether you believe this or not is irrelevant. As an abused child, maybe you think that there is nothing out there for you or feel as though you’re entitled to things when you don’t do anything for yourself other than get high and doped. Maybe you’re unhappy? Did you try fixing things for yourself? Do you get hit, constantly for anything, everything and yet nothing, the way I do...?” Her speech tumbles onto nothingness, no one cares and no one hears. She looks up and isn’t even the slightest bit surprised.

She sits down, sleepy claps sound yet she knows if asked, no one would know what she had said, what her topic had been about, that she hadn’t finished. At lunch she sits with her friends, they want her to be with someone new, to stop wallowing in the past, her past, what will be her future and is her present.

Can you hear me when I’m screaming? Can you feel me when I’m bleeding? These hurts they cut deep, these thoughts make me bleed, these screams silent prayer, lonely, all alone with nobody to hear.

A few small words from a friend give her a little hope. But with hope comes pain, with pain comes more pain. A few stolen kisses in the middle of class and holding hands on walks to the next one. Lonely? I guess a little less, but even she couldn’t stay wholly happy even with new love, love that treated her well, still tears, still pain. Only lonely.

He holds her closely when they hit her; he kisses her bruises and stops her from creating new scars. Her words no longer falling upon deaf ears, but rather ears that listen and care.
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u- ultimate
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C- championships

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“Can you help me?” he whispers slowly, grabbing the hand of a shadow standing still in front of him. The shadow steps back, slipping the hand out of his grip. “Can you wake me? Can you change this, stop this… help me please?” he begs, falling down to the ground below. He wails out for someone to help him, but no one comes, only this shadow in this place he knew not. He wonders if it is too late to start believing in heroes, he guessed, we’re full of villains, maybe there might possibly be a hero? He supposed not, all he knew was this shadow, but shadow of whom or what? He notices warmth running down his chest, he places a hand on it, it comes away with blood, and he is shocked and touches it again. A hole; definitely a hole in his chest. He can fit his hand in; he does and feels around, where was his heart? He looks down and sees something beating on the ground, a vein connecting it to him. He lifts the little broken beating heart off the ground and looks at it in wonder. The shadow steps forward, edging closer slowly. The man is still transfixed on his beating heart. The shadow steps out of the shadows. She whacks the heart from his hand and stamps on it, grinding the little thing into the ground. He crys in agony and she laughs at his pain. He grows out that he doesn’t love her anymore, she can’t break his heart no more, she gets angry and stomps harder, but it doesn’t hurt him no more. She gives up and leaves. He picks himself up off the ground, finds his heart, dusts it off and places it back in his chest, the bleeding steadies and stops. He doesn’t love her, and his heart no longer broken. Maybe she can get help, but till then who cares?
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i dunno, just putting a literal meaning to a broken heart getting ripped out and stomped on i guess haha
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i am me. i am a figurment of your imagonation and live solely for the purpose of THE AMITY AFFLICTION hahaha lol im not obsesed... i think haha :) nah there is more to me but i dont care cause it's not important.

feel free to message me cause i'll talk to you when i get the chance, we can talk about anything BUT roleplay. sorry but i just don't understand it.
you can tell me about bad home lives or relationships or voices in your head or how great you are or how much you hate yourself just whatever you want i'll be here for you :heart:

i am a NEO-PAGAN hahaha dont tell me i'm going to hell or anything causse i've heard it all before and i don't care because that is your belief and i have my own.

i am an aspiring (suck but try anyway) artist, with art and music, i write songs and i like singing but i suck at it haha

my future job is going to be a julleroo haha na i want to train horses and have a working farm :) but i also like to write stories which i try but fail at posting up here i end up just posting snip bits and thats about it

i write a lot of depressing poetry but only few make it up here

♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much
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OH GOSH I'VE BEEN APART OF DEVIANTART FOR TWO YEARS NOW!!!!!!!!
WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE??????????

I joined not long after my 15th birthday, not long after i was in a motorbike accident :D and now I'm 17 and trying to not be in another accident hahaha :D

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Jacilia Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thx for the fav ^^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner 5 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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Alwa3d Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Thank you for the fav^^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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UltimumUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Wow, ScaryTime. Thank you for favoring my pictures. Thank You Hearts Sign 
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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KarmaticTrafficCones Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! 

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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it all cool
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KarmaticTrafficCones Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you should listen to..... searchmp3.mobi/damn-regret-mp3…
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks so much for the fave on some things are meant to be broken and the +watch, dear! :heart:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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CosmicClay Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the favourite ^.^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
anytime :D
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave, dear! :heart:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool, and thanks for the llama :squee:
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Writer
Of course! :squee:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:squee:
(so your not left wondering, i suck at return the gift of a Llama because my internet freezes when i try to)
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Shadowweb101 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014
Thanks for the +fav 
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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Kathairesis Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav :)
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
your welcome
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EMOFweak Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Scary for the favorites :)  
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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McFearless1810 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! Thank you so much for faving My dearest...Hug 
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