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i think i am giving up, i dont even know why i ever even bothered. 
people
leave
everyday
and
so do
evermore

lonely
only
very
empty

hopeless
emergency
listen 
please
           - please love help
Lowanna and myself weotes these back in grade 9 just found them on my IPOd
”An abused child can grow up to be anything, whether you believe this or not is irrelevant. As an abused child, maybe you think that there is nothing out there for you or feel as though you’re entitled to things when you don’t do anything for yourself other than get high and doped. Maybe you’re unhappy? Did you try fixing things for yourself? Do you get hit, constantly for anything, everything and yet nothing, the way I do...?” Her speech tumbles onto nothingness, no one cares and no one hears. She looks up and isn’t even the slightest bit surprised.

She sits down, sleepy claps sound yet she knows if asked, no one would know what she had said, what her topic had been about, that she hadn’t finished. At lunch she sits with her friends, they want her to be with someone new, to stop wallowing in the past, her past, what will be her future and is her present.

Can you hear me when I’m screaming? Can you feel me when I’m bleeding? These hurts they cut deep, these thoughts make me bleed, these screams silent prayer, lonely, all alone with nobody to hear.

A few small words from a friend give her a little hope. But with hope comes pain, with pain comes more pain. A few stolen kisses in the middle of class and holding hands on walks to the next one. Lonely? I guess a little less, but even she couldn’t stay wholly happy even with new love, love that treated her well, still tears, still pain. Only lonely.

He holds her closely when they hit her; he kisses her bruises and stops her from creating new scars. Her words no longer falling upon deaf ears, but rather ears that listen and care.

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i am me. i am a figurment of your imagonation and live solely for the purpose of THE AMITY AFFLICTION hahaha lol im not obsesed... i think haha :) nah there is more to me but i dont care cause it's not important.

feel free to message me cause i'll talk to you when i get the chance, we can talk about anything BUT roleplay. sorry but i just don't understand it.
you can tell me about bad home lives or relationships or voices in your head or how great you are or how much you hate yourself just whatever you want i'll be here for you :heart:

i am a NEO-PAGAN hahaha dont tell me i'm going to hell or anything causse i've heard it all before and i don't care because that is your belief and i have my own.

i am an aspiring (suck but try anyway) artist, with art and music, i write songs and i like singing but i suck at it haha

my future job is going to be a julleroo haha na i want to train horses and have a working farm :) but i also like to write stories which i try but fail at posting up here i end up just posting snip bits and thats about it

i write a lot of depressing poetry but only few make it up here

♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much
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OH GOSH I'VE BEEN APART OF DEVIANTART FOR TWO YEARS NOW!!!!!!!!
WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE??????????

I joined not long after my 15th birthday, not long after i was in a motorbike accident :D and now I'm 17 and trying to not be in another accident hahaha :D

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LavenderMongoose Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014
Thank you for the faves! :dummy:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it's all cool c:
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dreadfuldark Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! Thanks for the favs! Have a nice day :)
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it's all cool, you have a nice day too :D
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Qwasimodous Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014
Thank you for your attention to my pictures ....
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it's all cool
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Qwasimodous Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014
Thank you very much for the faves!
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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Jacilia Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thx for the fav ^^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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Alwa3d Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Thank you for the fav^^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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UltimumUmbra Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014
Wow, ScaryTime. Thank you for favoring my pictures. Thank You Hearts Sign 
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool :D
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KarmaticTrafficCones Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! 

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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it all cool
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KarmaticTrafficCones Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you should listen to..... searchmp3.mobi/damn-regret-mp3…
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks so much for the fave on some things are meant to be broken and the +watch, dear! :heart:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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CosmicClay Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the favourite ^.^
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
anytime :D
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave, dear! :heart:
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scarytimes Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
its all cool, and thanks for the llama :squee:
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SeamlessMaiden Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Student Writer
Of course! :squee:
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